&& You're all helplessly, shamelessly subscribed. Watch me like a TV set. Whisper under your breath. I draw lines to cross, && wear clothes to take off. Fiction in my bed, fantasies in my head. I live an eternal fairytale, everything is coated in Love, Love, LOVE! Tight skin wrapped around sharp bones. Topped with lip stick and hairspray. I'm flashy, I'm deep. My heart is the centerfold. Six page spread, beautiful && dead. Snow white skin, I'll make it 'in.'
H A N G F R O M M Y W O R D S:
I’m in Love with capturing details, words, beauty, ideas, moments. My life is a mess of all of them, an absolute mess! I keep them locked in this journal. I simply would rather live my life than sit at a desk && learn about it. I may not know every detail of the respiratory system but I still know how to breathe. && even breathing takes a close second to the circulatory system. My heart can pump blood, as well as compose Love. I see my future through a lense and although it's not so clear yet,I still live it as an adventure.
Passion is essential. TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE SIMPLY LIVING, NOT ENOUGH ARE ALIVE. Forget about the plastics... the superficial. I want Classy, I want Trashy. Give me anything that breathes with conviction. People who turn Love into paintings. People who turn tears into sonnets. People who are afraid of life, but never afraid to live. Thinkers, Lovers, Leaders! I want these artists. I'm alive, I'm aware, I'm scared. Truthfully, I push my opinions on people sometimes, sorry!
Life isn't about plans, just soul... && that’s all I listen too. Forget the rules society has set, && live your own life. I’m not afraid to stand out, && I do. I’m not your average chick. I’m a sweetheart, just give me the respect I deserve! I like to make people smile! A common misconception is you must be cold hearted && glamorous to light your name up. But look at me && I’ve done everything with Love. I appreciate everything I have. I do things I’m not proud of.
Some Advice? Stop dreaming, never just accept yourself. Create yourself! Become who you want to be. Don't be scared to change!! The truth is I couldn't fit in if I tried. So instead of hiding, I decided to own it. I'm not made for cliques or scenes. For me mediocrity was, && is NEVER an option. I'm no billboard,I'm no stereotype, I'm barely human.